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пока я думала, как добыть из сети видеоролик с близнецами (ибо мало что сравнится с эльфийским лордом в полной боевой раскраске, жующим жвачку, например, - не выходя из образа), ролик даже на посмотреть онлайн исчез, как не было. не судьба... ...зато! нашелся один кадр из вторых "Иксов", в котором Малдер - ну очень Малдер, с классическим выражением "шо, опять?!" вот.um. the link above leads to one of my favourite pictures from XF2, in which Mulder is being very Mulder, mind the Russian site not '-) I've been also looking for ways to dl the Royal Featurette for Hellboy-2, but now I can't find it even to watch online. if anyone knows where this sweet little thing disappeared to, pls tell? Tags: h2, pix, recs, xf
mood:  okay
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oh, XF2. there are several - a few - sensible people saying that the second movie is a heir to the series, with all its baggage, tradition, gameplay rules, good & bad sides... [and if you have seen that last part of the series, you know what a mess that is!] mind, not all of said people sing praise to the new film! and then there are many more people saying, "Oh, shut up about the series already, it is a movie we diss... discuss here." those same people then proceed to complain about numerous bugs, disappointments, lame moments and how a tie custom-made for a tailored suit is not a proper garment. *headdesk* and *facepalm*, is this strain of stupid contagious or what??? Tags: grumble, xf
mood:  cranky
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Секретные Материалы-2: АГА, ВОТ ЭТИ РЕБЯТА. киньте в меня чем тяжелым, а? ( а еще! )праромантегу: а чего мы хотели от людей, повязанных по жизни не потому, что они - Родственные Души, Идеальная Пара и лучший выход друг для друга, а в первую очередь потому, что ведь никого больше нет? ото ж... и живы же до сих пор, и любят друг друга как могут несмотря на, и фиг нам классический хэппи-энд. имхо, это зачет #-) между тем, до DWCon2008 осталось меньше месяца! а до сдачи проекта - и того хуже. а мну глючит... и добро бы хотя бы Малдером-в-снегах. мну глючит, например, поединком некоего эльфийского принца в сумеречной ипостаси с Самарой Морган. на прическах #-) (хотя эти двое еще и сговорились бы, с них станется. принц и элементаль...) ...сидра мне? Tags: xf, бред
mood:  гоню, гоню, гоню
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рыская по интернетам в поисках адекватных спойлеров ко вторым Секретным материалам, моя, во-первых, обломалась, ибо ничего связного и нового для себя не узнала... ...а во-вторых, окончательно убедилась, что и кино тоже смотрит не по правилам. ибо оценивает и кино тоже в первую очередь "по легенде": если зацепило - неважно что - и не отпускает, и затмевает возможные провисы и ляпы, то фильм-таки хорош весьма. если никак не затмевает, но присутствует, то фильм не полная лажа имеет право на существование. и все оттенки между. учитывая лед, кровь, снег и потерянный вид у Малдера, у вторых "Иксов" есть шанс #-) серьезно же, мне академически интересно весьма, чего - и почему! - люди хотят от этого фильма. высокого, пардон, кино? откровений и открытий? хорошего триллера, чтоб дух захватывало? снова взглянуть на знакомые лица? доброго старого межпланетного заговора? м? я почти знаю, чего хочу я... ( а еще )...и я, конечно, варвар недобрый, но когда во вроде бы серьезной, с претензией, рецензии натыкаюсь на выражение "скр епя зубами", воспринимать ее всерьез уже не могу. так и представляю автора, скрипящего сердцем. ик... Tags: fandom, xf
mood: amused
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I mean, lookit them:  not the sweetest thing, though. that would be not even writing, thinking story-wise. 's amazing: you don't do anything, you just accumulate data and dare set a direction, and it just unfolds, gradually, like a weird & beautiful flower. it surprises you '-) it comes up with logic, reason and right emotion all by itself. if it actually wrote itself, though... '-) and I am not exactly qualified, but still in a happy place. ...and damn knowing several languages. now I see a translation of Gaiman's Smoke And Mirrors at a bookstore and know that is Not Quite It, and cannot recommend it to a friend for that very reason. *facepalm* Tags: caps, xf
mood: amused
sound: System Of A Down - Let The Bodies Hit The Floor
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we have officially renamed a process in the project, it is release now. looked up the original word in Hebrew dictionary, and it does indeed have connotations of satisfaction. ...and the office sucks. sometimes it does feel like I live in a vaguely obscene b-movie. ~ have been having spontaneous laughing fits throughout the day, got odd looks. huh, try to keep a straight face when I'm Too Sexy is stuck in your head on repeat. with visuals. mean, my throat still hurts from the lulz '-) ~ dear Mother suddenly wished to watch Hannibal Rising. I obliged. somewhere along the way turned out she had the other Hannibal ((c) ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) vetertann) in mind. God only knows why. colour me grimly amused #-) pity she didn't watch to see the Lady Murasaki, though. ~ random googlism: Fox is pushing the case #-) ~ fanreader's woe: curse you, 90% rule! curse you. it's not even the fiction being bad, it's mediocrity and what, WHY?? and I'm afraid you're older than your writing suggests and WTF is with the 1st person point of view anyways?! I have high double standards, sue me. [seriously, though, if anyone knows of a well-written Hollywood A.D. post-episode M/Sc/Sk, pray share with me. I will owe you and you will save the world the pains of another weird pseudostory written by yrs truly. do the good deed & the right thing, please.] Tags: rl, xf
mood:  confused
sound: arrrrgh, you-know-what
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the slow, sloooooooow me has finalleh discovered XF blooper reels or something. ... ... ... watch Fox dance, with snakes me recline & make small semi-strangled squeaky noises 'cause I've laughed myself breathless. ...fck. we interrupt the squee [squee, interrupted] thanks to a BIG FCKING COCKROACH flying in from the street & alighting on my computer desk. you remember that cockroach-crawl-across-your-screen moment from XF? NOT SO FUNNY in real life. and what ever, I am not squishing the bastard with my En-Ru dictionary, dammit. back to abnormal now '-) I crave Hollywood A.D. dance!fic more than ever, because the man can move. ahhh hot damn. *salivates* Tags: rl, xf
mood:  excited
sound: TEQUILA!
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there's a mental image of walking, just walking on & away into snowy mist, with icy breath gentle on one's face, not looking back, not coming back either. I know what's wrong with the picture, but it won't quit. sort of dead calm-2 in absence of starlight. [and there I was claiming to have put angst behind me. apparently my subconscious associative disagrees. it is afraid of breathless, quiet things on the other side of everything.] [the other shore, and the strait is frozen over, and we've been crossing it since Antiquity or even before. *facepalm* somewhere in XF a motherload of legend is hidden, naturally.] those five weeks need to be over soon: I want to be gloriously wrong '-) Tags: bad idea, xf, бред
mood:  exhausted
sound: dead can dance - the snake and the moon
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so I have accidentally read another article on fanfiction. so shoot me. it has a very, very good point, demonstrating how fanfiction is just another extension of perception/interpretation process triggered by exposure to cultural phenomena. we receive information -> we react, to some extent, in a way or another. sometimes fanfiction comes out of it. all hail noosphere? so it is, all in all, a v.decent article. an informed & open-minded look from the outside. right. but why. why, of all things fannish, must it mention The X-Files that often, and M/Sk in particular? *facepalm* it is not a nice thing to do to a person hungry & high, no, precious. [no, really, why M/Sk as the example of XF slash? in various [Russian] sources, too. my academic curiosity is piqued, dammit.] I do need a big box of Bacardi Breezer to finish Season 9, and I want a Laced With Adamantium XF t-shirt #-) Tags: fandom, xf
mood: cranky
sound: SOAD - Innervision
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I've been, ah, reacquainting myself with VNV Nation and, well. Ascension, Requiem, Existence... smells like an X-Files mytharc episode list '-) pure coincidence, of course, but a nice one '-) ~ then there is System of a Down with Toxicity, Soldier Side, Old School Hollywood and Let the Bodies Hit the Floor [hello, Alex]... oh, and B.Y.O.B., which is a perfect musical illustration to Where's Mulder? game of Season 8 #-) mental pictures and drive. yum. ~ and then there's this "Till human voices wake us And we drown" feeling, a certain fear, a balance most uncertain, which prevents me from finishing the series and being done with it. betrayal as humane as possible and laced with adamantium and felinity. damn. damn. am not as okay as try to project, then '-) Tags: soundgasm, xf
mood: okay
sound: VNV Nation - Carbon
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и где же была найдена и моментально скачана музыка из "Тысячелетия"? правильно, в русском сообществе по "Секретным материалам", ибо. горжусь. затем, конечно, мну занесло в украинское сообщество по "Секретным материалам"... ( Якщо ви бачили смерть Малдера, то це був не Малдер.
Якщо це був Малдер, то це була не смерть.) ...потому что. #-) (ну вот... стоило возгордиться, и ляп - мой родной народ снова пишет мягкий знак в третьем лице & настоящем времени возвратных глаголов.)
я существо неприхотливое, но голодное. что делать, если фанфег гораздо проще найти, чем эссе на тему? от то ж... параллели, блин, между Feet of Clay и S.R. 819. косвенное доказательство бытия Л-пространства #-)
а еще я наконец-то посмотрела "Черную кошку, белого кота". это не передаваемый словами восторгъ! это - самое оно... ( спойлеръ )
...но саунд. крышу уносит нежно. Tags: fandom, videogasm, xf
mood:  content
sound: MILLENNIUM MAIN THEME
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I am coughing up... stuff. no, I'm not sick. no, I don't know how it got there. wth... ...and what I do is contemplate the taste of starlight #-) way to go, girl. [would starlight give you a sore throat? mm, the possibilities.] [the possibilities: ars magna lucis & umbrae; texture: liquescence and rasp; minds beautiful and terrifying; structure: refraction and fracture... gameplay. natural calamities '-) fallen skies and earthquakes contained '-) only to be reminded of humanity, time and again, until it sinks all the way in.] story notes: the how [and why] of writing something I actually hate [guilt-trippig in this case]. the frail balance of the thing. [wherein cool means temperature and I am desperately trying to forget the future.] oh, I do need rum for this one. Cuba Libre. ~ meanwhile, ( Fox Mulder is a snowflake. )Tags: caps, story, xf
mood:  high
sound: maybe we're not only human
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 this picture was taken last year at Star Wars Celebration IV in LA. this picture shows me sitting in a line, under a wall, in the sun in full blast mode for at least an hour - and still looking fcking happy. those were the times..! part of the happy was our waiting in line to meet Billy Dee Williams [Lando Calrissian in SW V & VI]. now, I rather like them both. and I have a difficulty explaining what the magic was to anyone who was not there [lame, aye], but... that big grin up there? totally justified. why today of all times? 'cause we remembered the occasion over some pasta carbonara, and we indeed can't take spaghetti seriously any more. so there's a perfect happy moment that will last us for years... inexplicable '-) and that is just the thing, because today I've been also reminded, though less happily, of my curse of wanting things that are not. they either do not exist, cannot exist, or are so far beyond my grasp they could just as easily be nonexistent. there. I find I do not want quite a lot of stuff I'm perhaps supposed to want. I can do without. material, sensible things... and then I crave to the point of starvation something pure, painful and well-written. *facepalm* yes, that'd be going back to XF, because there is this thing, poignant [all the way from profoundly moving to keenly distressing to the mind or feelings, right through agreeably intense or stimulating] and beautiful and crazy in the unique XF way... and I want to see it written down right. as many times as it takes. [oh, it's almost like looking for the right Vetinari portrait by Paul Kidby #-) everquest] as is, it remains an inexplicable wonder. hunger is a terrible thing. Tags: mine, pix, rl, sw, xf
mood:  contemplative
sound: *stop* doing what you keep doing to me
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I am really, really stupid unwise, moreso because it is not something I've ever wanted to do, even in [surprising] absence of any decent read. I didn't quite see myself writing Doggett & Mulder. *facepalm* so, [un]naturally, I have. short, fcked up & going nowhere, ( Van )
* if I am not gravely mistaken, the Spanish opposite of Vienen [XF 8.16] - [they] leave. tell me Season 8 was more coherent, though #-) Tags: ff, mine, xf
mood:  йа бландинко
sound: Imogen Heap - Clear The Area
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it's not even going in circles, it's not a spiral, it's a bloody Möbius band. this fandom is going to eat my brain, the heart it already spat out '-) there's an exhumation that makes me recall some of the finest Silver Age poetry, for crying out loud. not so loud, okay, but still '-) now I am sorely tempted to find out how a certain character's anatomy would react to a really powerful magnet. by the looks of it, there's ramrod and cranium stainless steel plating at least #-) I mean, no way I'd ever again watch soap opera... but for madness so fine. and deep down they are made of starlight '-) I'm trying to be well. even managed to sleep last 2 nights, more or less okay. cross something... Tags: xf, бред
mood: high
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that is it. I really, really ought to know better. I ought to have learned that whatever bizarre/amusing/amazing connection I accidentally make, it's gonna come back & bite me. like that time when I was going on about taking a shovel to LotR and was finally hit with a poem about archaeology and Boromir? right-ow. so now I'm watching Hollywood A.D., and - when not laughing out loud, hysterically or sarcastically or just in plain fcking disbelief - I want to make numerous naughty nasty comments. 'cause, well, people responsible are way out of my "as far as you can throw" reach, and... whoa. whoa. wham. the screenplay should be force-fed to its author till dead, then said author should be reanimated and revived with the dialogue. shoot me. it's the thing the word horrific was invented for, and that says something #-) ...sniper zombies. insanity & genius, they walk hand in hand, often in the same mind. mean, if an X-Files episode brings what little Adunaik I knows to mind, the crack's been good? ~ there still [halfway into Season 7] is this thing about XF, this... anytime I expect it to finally flip & bite the wind, up cometh something precious. we might survive the entire show after all '-) ~ there also are things more serious to be said about, of heroism and imprints and epic proportions, and I'm again reminded of Faramir and flowers [I am crazy, I knows, bear with me]... some better time. ice-cold drops. yeah... Tags: xf, бред
mood: amused
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( есть... их есть... у меня! )ммм, глядя на теплую компанию сильных и одаренных, поневоле задумаешься о светлом вечном: (1) что они все-таки курят, и где достать? (2) а на Скайуокера-младшего и Винду в одном... континууме я бы посмотрела, да. (3) к слову о Винду и его неразделенной пламенной любви к демократии, им со Скиннером пересечься-таки не помешало бы, эпизод третий - сезон пятый? (4) к слову о Скиннере, если покрасить его в черное с красным... (и золото, с Острова периода утопления...) ...и уже не надо никакой травы #-) это не autoerotic asphyxiation, это хуже. Tags: sw, xf, бред
mood: amused
sound: Auto-Manipulator
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I CAN HEAR WITH BOTH EARS AGAIN, thank goodness, whew. could not sleep, could not stand the slightest pressure change, could not study [but could filk!]... ah, well. am fine now '-) 2.7 kg of mail await me at the post office, and I strongly suspects it's my discount XF. right about time, too. it had to be done: nostalgia, eye candy, mindfuck, space & soap opera, conspiracy and what have you, all in one. root material '-) [mind, when I asked for MSk I did not mean in mp3 format..! whoa, man.] [speaking of MSk - and maybe even IJ4, - there is tension to be resolved somehow. there are points to be made. there is perfect ground for darker matter. I just want to see it done right, once... or twice. tempered sensuality, please, and mindful sensitivity. it can't be that hard... can it?] now I can sleeeeeeeeeep. and then make good stuff, hopefully. Tags: rl, xf
mood:  cheerful
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the day hasn't been totally wasted: I did it #-) the XF filk that bugged me for the last 36 hours or so. now, it ain't exactly accurate, and I am not certain about a couple of words - of their being words, that is '-) but on the whole? hot damn #-) in the most tender memory of Milagro, ( Living Next Door to Mulder )~ *sniff* hellp... gimme some hardcore mindbending MSk, pls... Tags: ff, mine, poetry, xf, бред
mood:  accomplished
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88% from here. [ You love The X Files. And you know your shit. And you are obsessed. But not scarily so. You still have a firm grasp on reality. Or maybe...] hell. I was just a kid an Applied Math student in my late teens. the worst timing ever #-) ~ am skipping Bryce yet again, this time trying to fix my left ear, which won't open. arrrgh, the little wonders of life. ~ how d'you call this feeling, when you would not touch someone with a v.long pole - and be so close as to feel how soft their skin is from the inside? [besides 'insanity'] ~ also seen today: teutonic shift. as the letters u and c on the keyboard are hard to mix up, I wonders what the author really meant. given the context fandom, could be anything, up to Teutonic Knights moving the Earth's foundations! [and wouldn't that be an amazing read] [hyperactive imagination is a curse. here it momentarily weaves the tectonic - chthonic - anchored solid - flesh of earth & blood of metal - perfectly balanced mortality - carbon - Parting of the Sensory chain: flashing impulses of wtf, and who's left to deal with it? right] Tags: xf, бред
mood:  dorky
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it's OK to be of Russian descent. though I had never lived in Russia, that is what I am, all right. I just wonder, sometimes, whether I have Russian spelled across my forehead or something. in capitals. because there I sit, silently reading Lord of the Rings in plain English, and still people come at me with "Oh, I had a Russian co-worker too, a very nice girl..." the hell, pardon my Klatchian? [the person in question went on commenting that her Russian co-worker also used to find amusement in her readings. how do I explain, in Hebrew, that no, the passage is not exactly funny per se [Frodo & Sam just about to enter Cirith Ungol], but the way JRRT speaks of storytelling through his characters is oh so wonderful? right, I don't. *facepalm*] ~ am tired like hell & on cold meds, so no Bryce. ach. ~ and then there's the [sad] matter of XF. I could've made an effort & dissected it from the point of view of symbols, archetypes, storytelling tradition and such, but I won't. [anyone can tell me how 'no blunt instrument' translates into Latin?] ...and then there's my kinky reader side. take Tooms, for one. in the book[let] I read there is [1] a logical & sensible conspiratorial agenda behind the scenes, and [2] some fine, fine & funny M-Sk interaction. now me wonders why it wasn't on screen, and who's been making/hushing stuff up. argh #-) Tags: rl, xf
mood:  annoyed
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addiction, dear friends, is a terrible thing. not to be confused with terrific, oh no. and then there is a sort of measure, letting you know you have grown up... and are an airhead still. honestly, it's like rereading 10 Years Later and screwing up my last year at Uni all over again #-) the part of fall that is flight, the part of failure that feels like falling straight up. not a crush but a slam. oh, catch me. Tags: xf, бред
mood: high
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XF is ah so full of it abbreviations. some are fandom-generated, some come from venerable military & bureaucratic tradition, some... ah. ah and aw. it's like fire walk with me, only word- and letter-wise... [my current music speaks of eating seeds like a pastime activity and of somewhere, between the sacred silence and sleep, and tell me how we found each other this time, damn] but - but, speaking of music and stuff, I. here's the idea, of Let Us Compare Mythologies with Jedi Master Mace Windu and Anno Domini Assistant Director Walter S. Skinner. would someone, please, by a great cosmic & karmic coincidence, write it? [XF, Star Wars and Leonard Cohen. the combination has an orgasmic quality] Tags: bad idea, xf
mood:  hungry
sound: Toxicity still
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мыши плакали, кололись... и колбасило же их! Эльфинька -дуро, которое, имея на счету 518 шекелей, преодолеет свою телефонофобию и в пятницу вызвонит-таки банк, дабы привести в порядок накопительную программу. а все почему? потому что, дуро глупое, хочет на Амазоне эти самые 500+ шекелей потратить, а у нас денег нет (с). тунгусским Малдером кисо таки переехало #-) ~ а на десерт - с баш.орг.ру, в память о славном учебнике физики... silient: Ром, как лямбда пишется?
RespecT: халф лайф
silient: точно, спсTags: xf
mood: dorky
sound: SOAD - Toxicity
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M/Sk reads like laughing gas. srsly, at some point or another, be it thanks to bad writing OR surprisingly good writing or a plot/word twist, it cometh down to giggles. aww. [and how am I supposed to recommend anything, then? "laugh, but..."? argh] the weather puts me in a weird mood. on the one hand, I'm slacking-skipping life and generally ungluing here: sleeping <4 hours a day, eating next to nothing... on the other hand, there's this restless energy apparently directly connected to the neverending smell of dust in the air, to sundust settling on my face, to strange winds & odd times... so there's a giddy excited thing flapping its wings behind my sternum, trembling like a leaf in the wind, hungry. season 4 of XF is going to kill me. take this matter of past lives: in the greater scheme of things it sux and does not mean much, IIRC, but for something like a second the voices, the faces, the sheer desperate drive of their essential selves really knocked me out. when was the last time you cried at the movies? at about 1 a.m. last night, dammit. [and a lady from season 2 of Millennium, and the pictures, and Southern accent to kill for.] damn, damn, DAMN, right? Tags: xf
place: Bryce
mood: amused
sound: da-a-a-aysleeper!
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