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herein be proof that nothing, but nothing is new under the sun, and life moves in mysterious ways spirals.
this particular spiral had apparently begun about 10 years ago. tell me about blast from the past!
not much at first: an impression, a shallow grave groove...

Tadanobu Asano, from Taboo (Gohatto, 1999)


unfurl. )

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sound: Toriumi Kousuke - Pink

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the thing is... nothing particularly worth telling about happened. no, really. any day now RL is gonna start kicking me, hard, for loitering with intent.
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jasmine-flavoured tea session happened. )
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then I, uh... got sucked into another black hole fandom, against all odds -- yeah, there were days when I seriously thought I'd never read comics, too, -- and something strange happened. I read & watch canon in English only, but fanstuff? mostly in Russian. beats me why. maybe Russian ways of thinking are that bit closer to Japanese original? anyway. I've been spamming the web in my mother tongue. even wrote a classic romantic fic, Bummer: A Love Story [in Russian. I've also been translating *between* Russian, English & Romanian, but I don't think I'll ever do this one].
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then there's fooling around with a marker & a camera improvisation:
not!cosplay )
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I owe so much to so many %(

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sound: Shiro Sagisu - Invasion

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I wear these. )

#-)

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turns out I strongly dislike vodka. I'm a rum girl '-)
jasmine tea, on the other hand, is fragrant and gentle. mmm, yum.
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turns out there was a festival in our town, and we somehow got there a couple of hours before it closed '-) there were... amazing machines, artistic improvisation, kleizmer bands, bubbles, fireworks..! and balloons #-)
well, ever since DWCon 2004 I wanted a balloon sword, and 5 years later I got one.
in black. )
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so there's that. also, I need a [friendly] kick to finish the only story that seems to have some plot. the Bleach one is a totally lost case of fanart writing #-)

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sound: Bleach Beat Collection - Zan

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some time ago I have, ah, discovered Bleach. [why, YES, I am most unwise.]
being a barbarian, I got it all wrong, of course #-)
so... here's my OneWTF3. the text is original. [info]vimeslady, Starrk is the one on the right '-)

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...nyargh. )

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really...
...and then there are Ultimate Avengers. words, anyone?!

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sound: INXS - Never Tear Us Apart

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a-and while I further procrastinate, a Wordle that finally looks like the real thing. I have no idea how that happened #-)
lookit )
*snerk*
and it reads like crack.

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here there be random pictures, then.
red grapefruit & pineapple DP )
and
the BAT )
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ah, yes, I also have the [new] job to think of, an illness to beat, writing promises to fulfill... what do I do? contemplate Tony Stark's fluctuating eye color. *headdesk*

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sound: Jem - Missing You

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tomorrow our... small & selected company celebrates Purim. gifts of food - well, sweets - are expected to be exchanged. what did I do? took 3 of the many kusudamas I built a long time ago, dusted them off, stuffed them with candy. then I donned rubber gloves and covered them balls in gold & silver glittery goo #-)
[I am reading King, he inspires.]
now they look like 3 weird oversized spiky lollies, blow-dried and still glittery. wonder if my recipient freaks '-)

as seen at [info]disc_sophist's, celebrity death match look-a-lot-aliker in action:

but when I tried a more recent photo it turned out I am a snowflake! )

...meep?

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today I slept in, swept the flat, drank some cranberry Ocean Spray & took my loneliness for a walk by the sea. the breeze, the space, the quiet, and Leonard Cohen song collection do one much, much good. I tried to write, too, but it did not work as planned. still might, though.
got home at about 4 p.m., finally ate something, and switched back to the unreal life, thank goodness for torrents '-)

so, what happens when you put together me, Photoshop and seemingly endless comic archives? nothing good, apparently.

for one )

a handful of starkisms )

odds & ends )

there. normal functioning? never to be resumed.

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Take a picture of yourself right now. Don’t change your clothes. Don’t fix your hair. Just take a picture. Post that picture with no editing. (Except maybe to get the image size down to something reasonable.) Include these instructions.
because we can )
y'know... if I start channeling Gryffindor red & gold & pretty, at least this time I'll know whom to blame #-)

~

and here be a couple of wooden bracelets I've been talked into buying last Friday. (serpentine, fiery, intricate... yea #-)

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sound: Unheilig - Skin

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yes, I ain't dead. no, I have not got my shit together yet.
it's raining, autumn's come...
...and in the spirit of WTF, whatever have another picspam thingy.

Cold & Dark
fanservice inside )
there is a kinky story in all that mess. self-gratification, do shut up!

meep, like..?

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sound: VAST - The Last One Alive

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picspam, it never ends.
I just needed some definitive screencaps for another silly graphic project... and ended up *up* at an ungodly hour again, distracted by beauty undeniable. )

hellp..?

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nicked from [info]ma79, brilliant it is:



awwwww...

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раскопав своих подвалов, мною случайно была найдена оч. милая хрень программка для созданья аватар.
кончилось это, конечно, *не*хорошо:


(например, когда-КОГДА у вас премьера?!)

...мозги обратно отдадут когда-нибудь, правда?

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sound: жертва Caramelldansen

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OMG, OMG, OMG, dummy me has just discovered that Windows Media Player 11 does allow you to make screencaps via PrintScreen.
oooooo... somebody drag me away from the computer, pls? for it will end in another all-nighterrrr... ahhhhhh.
and I was damaged to begin with:
evidence. )
*headdesk* what's a girl to do?!

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sound: Serj Tankian - Feed Us

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я, предположим, вернулась... а толку?? #-)
ибо вот. )


hellp..?

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sound: I'm a Believer, dammit

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mind the traffic | осторожно, траффик!
one night with the king или те же и Ксерокс )
~
...there, I'm done. no more. enjoy '-) | фффсе, я больше не могу! но это надо было сделать, надо #-)

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sound: Eurythmics - Miracle Of Love

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[info]imenno вспомнил фразу: "Умереть - не страшно. Страшно - не жить." по ассоциации...
...и внутренне блондинистое мну подумало, что она вполне могла быть [негласным] девизом.
нет, это *не* лечится. совсем.
после всего я же опять сижу - за полночь - и "слушаю наше дыхание". ой-е...
а в голове ветер... вот как-то так:


let us all play along & pretend life's good, okay, guys? for one night?


[и кусочек неба на руке, и добрая часть золотого запаса империи... э... принятая на грудь. доктор, я же умру..?]

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у меня нет русской клавиатурыыы! у меня компьютер сдох..!
...ну и что? ну и все '-)
royally..! )

и депрессия, которая меня медленно, но верно догнала #-(

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of XF2 premiere experience:
...and Strongbow )
~
sweet, sweet aftermath )

and here be XF2 promo pics. is it just me or is David D. trying, hard, not to grin..?

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пока я думала, как добыть из сети видеоролик с близнецами (ибо мало что сравнится с эльфийским лордом в полной боевой раскраске, жующим жвачку, например, - не выходя из образа), ролик даже на посмотреть онлайн исчез, как не было. не судьба...

...зато! нашелся один кадр из вторых "Иксов", в котором Малдер - ну очень Малдер, с классическим выражением "шо, опять?!"

вот.

um. the link above leads to one of my favourite pictures from XF2, in which Mulder is being very Mulder, mind the Russian site not '-)

I've been also looking for ways to dl the Royal Featurette for Hellboy-2, but now I can't find it even to watch online. if anyone knows where this sweet little thing disappeared to, pls tell?

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what does a sane person NOT do past midnight on a Monday? riiiiight...
thanks to Photoshop and dearest [info]black_dragon,
Mulder, you just keep unfolding like a flower )

...what?

[and someone somewhere knows about my blood-on-snow kink. rrrrrrrr...aw.]

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sound: PotC2 - Davy Jones Organ Solo

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кажется, я поняла, отчего мну так сильно колбасит в преддверии. где-то там внутри рыщет глюк по имени Fox Mulder Meets Wendigo #-)
ну вот как..? как отключить идиотическую память на такое? оно же, боюсь, не сдохнет...

апдейт: блин. прокачался ремикс СМ-темы из нового фильма. глюку это только пошло на пользу. уууУУУУУУууууууУ...

ну вот как-то так.

копаем!

ахх. снег ему к лицу, черт меня побери совсем...

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sound: Dead Can Dance - Ocean

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got PotC-3 in the mail, like, finally. gods, I sort of forgot [!] how wonderful and trippy and awesome it is. organic, sneaky and so thick with L it's leaking...
am, of course, incoherent, so here's a[nother] picture from last summer in NYC, taken after the movie, featuring me all bliss'd out:

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приехали. все. кли-ни-ка #-)



можно мне уже 24-е июля, увидеть и умереть успокоиться?
(тебе меня не простит мировая культура... аммэ..!)

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sound: Зубарев - Песнь агента Малдера

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oh, lookit! Something Horrible! )

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am a simple girl with a cluttered hard drive and a crosswired mind. and Photoshop on me hands. things... merge.
seriously, guys..! )
something definitely positive, though '-)

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sound: SOAD - I-E-A-I-A-I-O

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more from Celebration IV (and from the same happy day, judging by my outfit #-) :
do *not* use the Force at home... )
hee... somehow "Give the Sith a hug" line cometh to mind '-)
...it's electric! (c)

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sound: Rick Wakeman - Jack Frost

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this picture was taken last year at Star Wars Celebration IV in LA. this picture shows me sitting in a line, under a wall, in the sun in full blast mode for at least an hour - and still looking fcking happy. those were the times..!
part of the happy was our waiting in line to meet Billy Dee Williams [Lando Calrissian in SW V & VI]. now, I rather like them both. and I have a difficulty explaining what the magic was to anyone who was not there [lame, aye], but... that big grin up there? totally justified.

why today of all times? 'cause we remembered the occasion over some pasta carbonara, and we indeed can't take spaghetti seriously any more.
so there's a perfect happy moment that will last us for years... inexplicable '-)

and that is just the thing, because today I've been also reminded, though less happily, of my curse of wanting things that are not. they either do not exist, cannot exist, or are so far beyond my grasp they could just as easily be nonexistent. there. I find I do not want quite a lot of stuff I'm perhaps supposed to want. I can do without. material, sensible things... and then I crave to the point of starvation something pure, painful and well-written.
*facepalm*
yes, that'd be going back to XF, because there is this thing, poignant [all the way from profoundly moving to keenly distressing to the mind or feelings, right through agreeably intense or stimulating] and beautiful and crazy in the unique XF way... and I want to see it written down right. as many times as it takes.
[oh, it's almost like looking for the right Vetinari portrait by Paul Kidby #-) everquest]
as is, it remains an inexplicable wonder.
hunger is a terrible thing.

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ah, what the hell )
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pls tell me I am not making an animated icon out of that... or something... VirtualDub has crashed anyway...
...but damn. and a writer's block, and soundtrack to turn the soul inside out to.
daaaamn '-)

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sound: Catatonia - Mulder & Scully

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'cause I am impossible and S.King has a wicked sense of humour,
here's a picture of what I'm about, sort of #-)

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I did catch the Phantom. and then I could not stop, for my ideas of beautiful are odd. but look. isn't he..? )
[aye, that version of Phantom as an interpretation of Leroux's story sucketh with the rest of them, but it - alas? - does have its magic moments. soul music, for one.]

and as the Independence Day is upon us, my patriotic kusudamas, let me show you them! )

and then I had to watch Poltergeist: The Legacy 1.6, Man in the Mist, and... guh. wrong move, Elfie. wrong, wrong move. also, kind of this. hit me '-)

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too lazy & tired to run a decent picspam, but a bit... and the bit is golden.
lookit )
hellp... I've been hit hard #-)
aw, the sweetest exasperation!

~

speaking of golden, the Yozayan reading & research paid off in a weird, weird way: I dreamt of... a robot spy. imagine C3PO, polished to his best, lurking in the halls and galleries of a palace decorated excessively, all but built of gold bullion. two men pass by, tall, clad in black with gold filigree & traces of scarlet. their footfalls are silent, their talk is soft, only heavy fabrics whisper silkily... they pass, and a portion of a wall steps up & opens its round electric eyes. sneaky...

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мозг, правда, был вынесен вчера...
А Вот! плюс комментарии, конечно. вот, например, почему русскоязычный фэндом - это ахххх. знание + воображение + талант + небелый нуменорский юмор.
...а у меня лопата наперевес и мысль почему-то о... волосах Боромира. которые сначала относительно коротко подстрижены (Совет Элронда) , несмотря на месяцы путешествия из Гондора и поисков Ривенделла, а вот в этой самой главе уже ощутимо длинны. либо путешествие в компании стимулирует, либо по выезде из Рохана его еще и постригли? ну, глючит меня...

и вообще, просыпаться и в путь! потому что оригами-экстрим в полночь под Призрак дома на холме хорошо, а в Реховоте лучше #-)

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tomorrow I shall see how 'my' bank fares. am still a bit sick, am sicker of the sick leave, dunno what to do with myself, really...
am feeling somewhat lost. have found sketches for P&C drinking game on my desktop. I'd hit that, only there are no spirits in the house.
on the third hand, despite the sunshine overdose, I did not spontaneously combust and have finally watched The Bank.
that wanker..! )

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[graphics, lots of. warned you be.]
[help. helllp... I must work on the project, yet my brain is just not there!]

Шон Бин - это Шон Бин :). Видимо, из интереса решил убиться еще в начале фильма :).
(c) [info]ecoross1

Reading Kills or Sean Bean Makes Love to W.B.Yeats )
~

...
...
...hellp?

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sound: I can't get no satisfaction #-)

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no, I dunno why I'm not in bed yet either. however, since I am journal-spamming instead, have a taste. of Dust.
er. )

yes, I am not a nice person. and that's not a definitive selection of screencaps. however #-)

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first, there's
Elfie precious )
~

and then, as the world speaks of the Yuletide treasure, there is
Looking Back [300, NC-17].
short, strong, true to the point... ah.

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...though it did NOT help, as the evening was almost unbearably beautiful & gentle, what with ebb-tide and not twilight but soft light diffused under translucent clouds.
look! )
~
then the sun suddenly went away, only spilling brilliant white in the far west, like this. )
~
and then the battery in our camera died. so we did not get to take pictures of purple-grey cloud dragons coiling about the gorgeous crimson disc of the rapidly setting sun and so forth. but before that, before the sun sunk into the sea, we went to dine at a place on the shore. which place commanded a most beautiful & serene view of pearl grey and sand brown and perfect celadon of gently rolling sea... which, alas, palette-wise at the very least, reminded me of this. )

so there I was, shielded by strong wood, glass & sandstone imprinted with seas past, looking through the great windows, looking till the sun went down and all was grey.

blast? blast '-)

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let me spam you with screencaps of Gerard Butler's audition for Dracula 2000. it's bloody awesome. it's too full of glee [and wtf] not to be shared.
he's MEDUSA! )
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now imagine approx. 85 minutes of that and weep for the loss?
#-)

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sound: HIM - Ville Valo & The 69 Eyes - Dark Secret Love

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brought to you by my unsteady & heavily medicated hand, Gmail and Bryce computers.

rgb: red, grey, black )

bang bang! )

avoid the light / мышь белая )

~

and a good night to you.

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here there be photos from my mighty, if slow, cell phone camera. finally '-)

Tel-Avivian random )
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sky fetish, glory be )
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and Modest Mouse, [re]discovered ♥

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this is one of the wonderful, wonderful things I saw yesterday at the mixed market.
look! )
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and this is something I actually wear:
meep. )
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in other news, it is too damn hot to attempt actually doing something #-(

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Elfie sketch! )
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...and music divine.

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sound: Il Divo - Caruso

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tonight is the night when fandoms collide.

one: PotC2 soundtrack is awesome. not same awesome as PotC1 OST, but... okay, it's opera. it deserves a prize for the titles alone, and the best parts are the new ones, not theme inserts from the first part. there is organ music in it, so guess who is in love with the sound!

two: speaking of sounds. by a wicked coincidence I have read the train scene from The Book of the Dead to the sound of vocalise from The Ninth Gate. oh good Lord. the beauty and infernal calm, the power and passion, the inevitable, unstoppable light tread of doom? perfect.

three: the upcoming Discworld Convention programme is ... well, wow. I won't be able to believe all that till I end up in the second row & such #-) with generous amount of cider to keep my feet on the ground '-)

four: the sad reason for my craving a tablet & display combo is my fucked up coordination. [and some people suggest I try driving!] anyway... besides hand-shaking-creepy, Elfie fools around with airbrushes. )

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between working bored & dreaming weird, I keep staring at flowers. methinks something might've finally fused in my brain. does not make them less beautiful, though.
lilies! )

yes.

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the E, lopsided )

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it's so easy to blame things on the music. the sounds. aural pleasure, phonetic associations, vibrations divine...
and it's so unfair for someone who constantly denies home-like affection for any place she's been to to blame anything on roots and history and such.
and yet... I cannot hear a good violin and not cry.
I do not know what part of it is Jewish, what is Romanian, and what is just bad wiring in my head, but somewhere inside there are strings.
I'm so deeply, terribly musically ignorant and inept I ought to be ashamed of such state of matters. I'm not, though, just teary-eyed, sad and hungry, and
[gentle hills, red leaves, crisp air, the wind blowing a tune laced with smoke...]
[old wood, limestone, red wine]
[and thou]
~
ahem. I know. wasting space & time.
I have, however, unearthed my copy of Brimstone. be wary.
~
I am, therefore I spam. cat-spam. because the more cats the better, and did you know that Siamese cats come in red and blue? )

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that is it, a sketch - hopefully a better one - of the male half of the terrible twins #-)
hungry and pretty pissed off, thus looking a bit zombie-like...

Well, hello, girls! )

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sound: Interpol - A Time to be so Small

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am alive, more or less. maybe will live to see 28 Days Later on TV tonight #-)
still, all I can do is lie semiconscious, switch channels, and click on links. cannot even read, so no CoC for poor E #-(
[it's black and red and gold, and though I love crimson & silver of Still Life... better, it's still delectable. and proper. the gold slightly smudged, too... perfect. I cannot read it right now, but I remember]
the would've-been-boyfriend's mother says she trusts my taste in reading. I wonder...
~
sometimes I feel like a bridge. a traffic bridge in a rush hour. that's the drawback of being omnivorous, of having too many obsessions and never falling out of love. sometimes I wonder... if I stood up & spoke out in all my fandoms, what kind of natural disaster that would be #-)
*lurks, having the best of both worlds... and a monster headache*
~
oh, another thing I can do while sick, for reasons unknown: sketch in PainterClassic.
behold, then, Elfie the Corpse Child:

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~
meep...

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